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Me

I'm Cara. I'm not the strong believer of love i once was. I tend to have bouts of paranoia and speak my mind too freely. I'm honest enough to tell you you're about as exciting as watching paint dry. You call me weird, but know that everyone is unique, or 'weird', as you say. Yes, you too, weirdo. I am a child of God, but i dont turn the other cheek easily. I do love Gerard Way.

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Friday, March 7, 2008
uninspire me
These few days have been not bad, i guess. Can't help feeling inferior to people sometimes. Does everyone feel that way too?
cross country today, ran/walked with class people. It was quite fun, in a way. much better than 2.4, cos the company is good and we can walk.
after that, went to pepper lunch for lunch and just walked around and talked with a friend. Shopped around for caps, but i couldn't find one that i liked and wasn't poserish at the same time.
yesterday, charlotte, alyssa and i used the class visualiser to camwhore. it was really quite fun.
wednesday, i skipped drama because i had diarrhea. *koff*

Maybe i'm just slipping, falling deeper and deeper into this trap/temptation that the devil set for me and it's really too late to back out now, i'm in too deep.
Hell, you guys don't know what i'm talking bout anyway.
My results for term one sucked. I'm gonna get a shitload of lectures from the 'rents, about how im below average, etc. that will end in me getting a grounding and saying 'okay i will work harder'. pft.
My class is not bad, i guess. it's hard to be myself sometimes though, people only like noisy people and sometimes i just simply, do not feel like talking. Maybe i AM weird.
My dad bought me a DSLR, which is a digital single lens reflex camera. It's kinda heavy, but its really cool. I need models to shoot!





Saw thus dog ambling awkwardly on the road leading to my condo. His last two legs are practically useless and he almost got hit by a car.







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