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Me

I'm Cara. I'm not the strong believer of love i once was. I tend to have bouts of paranoia and speak my mind too freely. I'm honest enough to tell you you're about as exciting as watching paint dry. You call me weird, but know that everyone is unique, or 'weird', as you say. Yes, you too, weirdo. I am a child of God, but i dont turn the other cheek easily. I do love Gerard Way.

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008
no concept
got this from John's blog!

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I get this question every other day -.- School bus accident, some lady did an illegal U-turn and crashed into my school bus and i screamed but no sound came out and a sharp part of the chair carved the flesh out of my right leg and i saw my bone which is bluish and i dont know if that's normal. yup
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Used to have MCR but my mother forced me to take it off. so now there's glow in the dark paint which my mother accidentally splattered because i was trying to paint my jeans with glow in the dark paint (i was young and ignorant!)
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I talk in my sleep sometimes and i grind my teeth to songs in my head at times!
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
alternative, pop, metal, vintage music from the 90's!
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
3.33 pm God's number :D
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
someone to understand me
7.WHAT DO YOU MISS?
being ignorant and carefree.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
Princey pie
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
YOU SHALL NEVER KNOW.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
at times i guess
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
yes.
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
some idiot
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PERFUME FOR A GIRL?
i love love- moschino
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
if its natural, blue, green, brown and BLACK. i like black hair, but (if its natural), red, blonde, chestnut
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
in his room/ at a beach resort while i'm drinking a marguerita
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
energy drink, i only like mocha or chocolatey coffee stuff.
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheeeeesse. and pepperoni.
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Mcdonald's fries and popcorn chicken with caesar salad and chicken teriyaki ramen from sakae sushi and red bowl store's fish cake with tons of chilli
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
well i've eaten a golden fish..
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECIEVED?(:
maybe when i was a baby my mom gave me a rattle and i loved it so much that i never let go of it and i took it everywhere with me? who knows.
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
hm yeah
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
i can twist my hand 360 degrees does that count
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
threadless! topshop is not bad too. the rest of my clothes are randomed from various brands.
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Princey pie! Gerard ran away from me D:
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
doggy and hamster
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I'd try my best not to cos i'll be shitass hurt when he goes
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
actions speak louder than words
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
52
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes, but i love love love blonde angmoh babies
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
i think it's my parents? i hardly talk on the phone, i sms.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
fake people whom everyone accepts as one of them and me being the only one that can see them the way they are
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF SINGAPORE?
yup singapore is way too small
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
too many to count. one of them is crying easily
36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
pierre from simple plan!
37. FIRST JOB?
some clerk
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yup it was awesomee
39. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
yup refer to (1)
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
elan says its my singing
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
have em now, black&purple
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
its over alr. i really want a new zip-up hoodie and a little more love
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2! one boy one girl. maybe i'll name the girl desiree or eden or skye, haven't decided
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nah my mom named me cara because it means 'my beloved'
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
I pray to God. besides singapore has no shooting stars
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
my mom makes me use neways but i secretly buy herbal essences
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sometimes, but most of the time, no.
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
luncheon meat i guess..?
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
many many. i tend to speak my mind too freely sometimes.
53 WHAT CD ARE YOU MOST EMBARRASSED TO HAVE ON YOUR SHELF?
putt-putt goes to the moon
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
not really, just as long as there's chemistry.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
cry, pray, sing, go into a foetal position under the covers and scream, talk it out with someone.
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
school i guess. but i hate it. church church church
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
i didn't have many toys. but i was a really vain girl who played with barbies and my mom's makeup.
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
quite a few
62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A KID?
nope i didnt like his voice and his eyes
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
nononono........... nooo..
64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
mashed potatoessss. mac and cheese if its well made.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY?
personality. ability to understand people, ability to cheer me up when i'm down, a sense of humour (need not be funny to other people as long as its funny to me) and faithfulness
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
rah
67. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BAND/SINGER?
MCR. evanescence, the beatles, bullet for my valentine, AFI, a lot la.
68. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
(sometimes) american idol, CSI, E! entertainment (trash tv), some nickelodoen cartoons, (sometimes) Mtv.
69. WHAT WAS YOUR ACT SAT SCORE?
i think 569753578.
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
chubby hubby, s'mores, new york super fudge chunk
71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
well i'm typing so...i guess.
72. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
last week. 300 skips, 20 pushups, 20 sit ups and 20 crunches. then i got lazy..
74. WHATS THE FASTEST YOU HAVE GONE IN A CAR?
all the way to 6 on the speedometer
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
ok.
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
i'm talking to charlotte!
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
water in my purple nalgene bottle (i'm in school.)
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
dad
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
their eyes. and their height and their clothes (3 quarter pants are retarded. cos i dont like guy leg hair.)
82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
december and june
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN?
they all suck. i'm like some naked guy with a waterjug.
84. WHICH PERSON DO U LIKE BEST?
i hate people
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
movie? step up 2
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
any day that i'm genuinely happy
93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
i'm learning drums and i know a bit of guitar (i suck.)
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
hugs for friends, kisses for...
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships. as john says: one night stands? PAAAHHHH11!!1
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
(gourmet) zhou (porridge)from canteen. added lots of dark sauce and spring onions and yummy stuff.
98. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE?
parents drive an ODYSSEY!
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
fahrenheit 451 and trying to read the chinese book for school
100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
like shit. the love wrecks my life..

(5:32 PM)